What I know for sure:
If I don’t make music:
-no one will care
-my head will blow up
-I’ll live a normal life
-my existence will be dismally uneventful
-I’ll probably develop a passion for ebay
-my relationships will suck
-showers won’t be exciting anymore
-I’ll care a lot more about my grades
-I’ll stop dating musicians
-I’ll feel a lot like what I feel like right now, except longer and worse
-someone with a great voice will make it big at 23 and I’ll spend a week in bed thinking what if
-i’ll stop caring, living, feeling, creating, enjoying, laughing and making melodramic generalizations.
It’s just not an option.